Angel's Insanity.

Angel's Insanity.

I am me, Momiji Natsume.
Otherwise known as Angel.
I am 19.
I live in Florida.
I do the things I do.
I live the way I live.
I love to love, and hate to hate.
I cry when I'm happy, and smile when I'm sad.
I find meaning in everything.
It all inspires me.
Art is a bang.
Marijuana is a healer.
Music is life.
I've been through the universe.
And I ride a motorcycle.
Isn't this enough said?
<3!

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Rant ~ Most people don’t believe me when I tell them I’m scared, nervous, or depressed. News flash, despite whatever you know or have heard I am still just a girl. A very worried one that cries too much. I haven’t been eating for weeks. I try, but getting yogurt down dosen’t even work. I barely sleep, and when I do it’s only during the day time. I party all the time now, because I have to show people I’m okay. I can’t talk to anyone. I can’t open up to anyone. I really don’t think I trust anyone. I’ve been shutting off my emotions, and distancing myself from everyone. Bottling everything up has me ready to explode, but I don’t even care. I don’t want anyone to know. Everyone always needs something. I don’t even have time for myself. I always put everyone else first. I don’t have the strength, motivation, or will power to stop this. I’m just going to let it happen. As I get worse day, after day. With a smile on my face. :D

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Tagged as: Anxeity, Depression, Smiles, Worried, Stress,

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leifforrest said: it’ll get better just take of yourself. I have been just trying to take care of myself I think you should too. Youll feel a lot better after you have time for you.
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